Paul McCartney "Wonderful Christmas Time"

merry christmas~

Ducks blown off their feet by the wind

duckiess<3

Our lords prayer

this is my wallpaper just to remind myself to pray everyday :)

11/26/2010

tonight was emotional roller coaster for me, my family got in a huge fight over god knows what. my sister wanted to give our cat up for adoption, when it int hers to give away ( of course she bought it, but i feed clean, and love him )i mean we only see my father once a week but every time it seems we go in happy and come out angry or sad, i love my father dont get me wrong, but sometimes i just dont know why we dont show it. I hope he knows that i love him. I love my family and even though we might have our many many flaws, in the end we come together. Usually i would get all depressed if we were having problems but tonight i turned to god. I prayed, i mean i REALLY prayed and i felt something that i am so proud to be able to say, i found god again :) i told him all my problems and i felt as if a weight had been lifted off of me. so thank you god, and i love you.

Drugs

I know everyone know at least one person that does drugs. What i have to say to you is, stay strong. :) dont give in to drugs give in to poutine.

♥

UPDATE Y'ALL

Due to a recent formspring question i realized i never really update my blog muchh... hmm how about this ill make a vlog, veryy soon like as in tommorw :) i painted my nails today :D and i got some cool boots a sears LOL thank you soooo sooo much to those that still actually follow my blog :) love you lotss

p.s: http://www.formspring.me/esti123 <-- ask away moguls :3

Shadow Sleeping :3

My Pet Peeves :)

So i was on this website where it had 500 pet peeves so i narrowed it down to these :P

When ice cream drips out of the bottom of a sugar cone.
Not washing hands after using the bathroom.
People who are mean to animals.
Noisy eaters.
People who sit next to you on public transportation even when there are other seats available.
People who drink directly out of the milk/orange juice containter.
People who take forever to order food while I'm in line.
People who don't cover their mouth while sneezing or coughing.
Dirty dishes in the sink.
When you bite into a jelly bean and it's a different flavor than what you thought it was.
Chasing after a ping pong ball.
People who give their kids weird names.
When you can't tell if someone is male or female.
Sick people who cough near you.
When you find a really cute piece of clothing on the rack and they have like twenty in size XS, two in size 3X, and not a single one in your size.
People who leave shopping carts in the parking lot instead of taking them back to the corral.
People who write "Keep in touch!" in your yearbook but never talk to you again.
Unexpected company.
Being the first one at any party.
Suburban kids who think they are gangstas.
Girls who wear way too much make up.
When the person who takes the last of something puts the empty package back.
When other people sleep on my pillow.
When you are hanging out with someone and they make plans to do something else right in front of you.
Walking into spider webs.
Shopping carts with a broken wheel.
People that do not flush the toliet in public restrooms.
I hate people who have no idea what "personal space" is.

BOWLING BOWLING BOWLING~

the other week in went bowling with my buddies and it was A BLAST. apparently there was disco night on :D but every time i rolled the ball it never hit the pins on the first try.... so obviously i lost LOL but making perverted names and goofing off was HELLA fun ;D even if we indeed did look ... odd :)~!

annoyances of life.

1. when your singing to a song and you forget the lyrics

2. when babies cry on airplanes

3. when your cell dies

4. people that pop ur personal space bubble

5. babies that cry on the airplane for the WHOLE FLIGHT

6. hair salon people that RAPE your scalp with their nails

7. when you mess up on ur nails so u have to start all over!!! :(

8. man-boobs.

9. cramps :'(

10. when your nail chips

11. when you foreget the simplest of words!~

12. accidentally biting your tongue :(

13.last but not least: when you forget to feed your tamagochi so it dies :@

DOUBLE EGGIE!!!

i thought this was super cool and wanted to show u guys :D

questions questions

This is just to pass time in history xD

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY (past nicknames can count):
1. easter
2. esti
3. esTHer

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Esther Wayland Pettyfer
2. Esther Somerhalder
3. brokenang3el

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. eyes
2. lips & smile (anouchka <3)
3. skin :D

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. tummy
2. thighs
3. feet

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Chinese
2. some village in china
3. mexican (sarcasm)

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. HEIGHTS
2. Spiders
3. Speeches x(

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. My cell
2. Eyeliner & mascara
3. my akwardness

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1.jean short
2. doggie tee
3. guess flip flops

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. One republic
2. Lady Gaga
3. Tayolr swift~!

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS:
Well at the moment
1. Head lights - Aleesia
2. Until you were gone - Chipmunk feat. Esmee Denters
3. Letting go- Sean kingston feat Nicki Minaj

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Humour
2. easy to talk to
3.great smile <3

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. Ive been kicked out of class for swearing
2. i own a stuffed dead animal (fox)
3. ive put two fighter fishies in the same tank :S

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. listening to music
2. reading<3 (fantasy books)
3. Shopping

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. go to sleep ( in school right now)
2. eat some tacos
3. go shopping~!!!!

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. veterinarian
2. lawyer
3. Judge

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Rome
2. Australia
3. London

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. Joanne
2. Isabella
3 Adrian/Kolin

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. get healthy
2.get married and have kids (happy marriage)
3. GET RICH $$$$

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL (or guy):
1. nail polish
2. pink<3
3.MAKE-UP~

THREE CELEB IDOLS (or crushes):
i have more the than three :D
1.Anne Hathaway
2. Meryl Streep
3. Alex Pettyfer
4. IAN BEJEEBIN SOMERHALDER!~!!~!
5. PAUL WALKER<3
6.last but not least : XAVIER SAMUEL!!!<3

Summer to do List

OK to i saw this on roonies blog and i just had to do it as well :)

1. HAIR CUT & highlights :)
2. GYM (work out)
3. SHOP TILL I LEGIT DROP :D
4 pay more attention to this blog<3
5. WATCH INCEPTION!
6. RELAX RELAX RELAX
7 get a fudging massage~
8. learn to cook a mean meal :)
9. read all the books i bought AHAAAHHA
10 MOST IMPORTANT: dump all the history i learned out of my head ^.^
11. Get a mani!!!!

i really dont think ill have enough time for all this but WATEVES~! tehe

Summer~!

YEAH ITS SUMMER. but ive got summer school :'( LOL i get assigned a project on mon then its du that thursday then friday is a test :( the stress that comes along with it is too much D: today i had a power point presentation that had to be 7 mins lonngg AHHHHH I got beet red >< wa too embarassing HAAHHA but yeah i was super nervous :P My friend ronnie got a blog and i most say it is SUPER cute (L) love it! xoxo esther :P

A/C

T.T my A/C is broken and my body is melting slowly away.. ok well not really but you know wat i mean xD theres a giant rotating fan at the front of my room and its great except that it dries out my eyes :( the guy that came to fix it was unbelieviably rude, i moved the dial to make it colder and he was like "you just broke it" and then i replied "oh sorry" and he was all like " well its useless saying sorry" ( sounds ruder in chinese LOL)but yeah he wasnt even the repair guy he was like the assistant. Well he made me think i broke the A/C but the real repair guy said that i hadn't. so thanks very much mister assistant for making me feel super guilty :(

OLD PEOPLE~!

when im older i want o be like this :) so cutee~!

Lil Crazed Weather man

I love this song~ especially the intro it is super Kawaii :) Lil crazed is super talented and yeah LOL but this song is like really catchy :P hope u like it as much as i did! OH and check him out on youtube---> http://www.youtube.com/user/lilcrazed i bet you guys will like it :D xoxo e.starr

AMAZING new singer

This women is AMAZING i actually adore her~! this song is originally by kid cudi and its an awesome song but her voice is just perfect for this song! gawd i love her i think she is my new fav indie style artist :)

DARNNN U SHORT NAILL @.@

LOL so i bought these really cute nail jewellery they were hearts and diamonds and starss omg and i tried to paint my nail but my thunmb nail was to short so it wouldnt have looked pretty so now i have to wait for it to grow T.T

my turtle~!

i went to build a bear last year and got mysef a turtle... YES i did do the whole make a wish with its heart and i even gave it a shower :D SUPER FUN you need too try it some time her name is Tracy the Turtle and she is a cheerleader i got her the outfit too :D tehe it hnk i over stuffed her though... OH WELL :) i was going to get the hello kitty one but i ended up getting the turtle because i'm an awkward turtle :) i also bought Kau (cow) the moose from the mcmicheal gallery and now Kau and Tracy are BEST BUDDIESSS~!!! :D

IPHONE..4??? wth T.T

wow how fail i got an iphone 3GS and like now they come out with a iphone 4 xD i mean like whats the difference? its rectangular and video call but u can only call others with iphone 4s. I think it pissed alot of people off when they announced it LOL but i still love my iphone 3GS :) ME LOVE YOU LONG TIME BABEE ;D but i dropped it the day i found out that there was going to be and iphone 4 my iphone felt not as good because it wasnt the newest and the best :"( now theres a fat scratch on my cell like exactly where the camera lens is AAHHHHHHH x(

The J Bieibs

i most admit i used to be IN LOVE with justin bieber i def. had beiber fever ... but then i started getting better and i kinda got over him. T.T dont get me wrong i still like him just not as much as i used to :S Me and two of my friends actually went to see him when he came to toronto but all i saw was the top f his head LMAO that proves that he really is short but sooooo cute :) this one chick started crying and devon (the vj) brought her up and she got to hug the J Biebs~!!! all the girls started to "cry" lawls including moi :) after when he was done we all ran around back and waited but there was this one homeless man and like he was acting really weird i dont even think he was homeless.... tehe but he had a garbage bag and he kept opening and closing it verrryyy sllloowwyy. yeah i know weird right?? :S well i was there to see it AHAHAA. ok so after we waited a millennium he finally came out and WAVEDD TO US ahhhhh :D lol but he drove to the OPPOSITE exit so we all ran around the building to chase him... then we lost him >< to be honest i really dislike his tattoo LOL. write to y'all LATERSSS! peace&kisses MUAHH!

Ian Somerhalder a.k.a. my husband!

WELL as ya'll know i am absolutely adore vampire novels or anything to do with vampires. I also love tv shows and the first times i laid eyes on this hunk of man meat that is Ian S. he was on the show Lost, now i most admit after season 3 I was Lost LOL. but ian played a character on there and he was... gorgeous. Then now he is on the VAMPIRE Diaries and he plays DAMON.. i already read the novels before hand and damon is my favourite soooo u could imagine how excited i was lawls. Ian Somerhalder oh Ian Somerhalder... his eyes are the frosting on the cake the apple to the pie the straw to the berry and the smoke to my high :D tehe soo.. that was my little celeb crush spazz for u guys .... hope you enjoyed :D

haircut nightmare!!

sorry i havent updated in super long.... but i have an awesome story. ok so the other day i went to get my hair trimmed and the lady that washed my hair was like trying to scratch my head off!!!! she scratched the same spot for 10 sec .. which is REALLY LONG ahhhhhh i wanted to cry. :( but ive noticed that all salons do that its just that this woman was way worse!

Book on my mind: The Reckoning. By: Kelley Armstrong

the reckoning is part of the Darkest powers trilogy. and i finished it yesterday. O MAN i looovve this trilogy, i guess the idea of supernatural powers is just.. AWESOME lol but this novel was pretty great and the end was just cute :) DEREK&CHLOE FOREVR~!!
if u havent read any of them basically its about this girl who thinks she can see ghosts, her aunt sends her to The Lyle House a place for "troubled teens" but Chloe finds out that there are deadly secrets in the Lyle house. You get to follow her adventure and its really cool :) NERD FOR LIFE :D

pms... gotta love it

i feel depressed today. i dont know why maybe its the pms. my house dosent feel like a home my family is just never really around... well not as much as i'd want them to be. and people have been irritating to me all day. im 15 and havent been on one date T.T havent been kissed.. :'( well that was my pms of the day. i will be back to normal by tomorrow... hopefully :D and ill probably regret this post LMAO

so bored..

i was really bored and lonely after my friend left my house sooo i baked some cupcakes and a cake :D
heres wat they turned out like the cake has the letteres of each of my family members names (including moi) i think it turned out ok for a first try :D

confused

LOL i went to the grocery store to get the cupcake mix but then i went to go get the decorations. i ended up buying some really cute stuff but i later found out i bought ICING not FROSTING and i really dont know the difference LOL so if u know please comment :)

SUPER FUNNY but long D:

Today i went to java joes with annette then we went to shopper then i bussed home. Ok ill start with java, i got a carmella cappuccino and a double chocolate cookie mhmmm yummy annette got a hot cocoa and a chocolate chip cookie :D om nom nom nom nom. Oh and to day was a half school day so we really didnt do anything at school LOL after javas we walked/ran in the ran to shoppers. we used all the testers and spent like 23496925 years makeing our selves beautiful then taking it off then trying another look and repeat LMAO. annette was putting on the nail polishes and she like opened some new ones which is pretty bad-ass :D i think we ended up spending an hour and a half there.. in the end we got sorta kicked out cus this sales woman caught annete putting the nail polish on the desk LMAO gotta love her :) when we were walking to the bus stop we saw the trees with like water droplets on them.. atleast i thought it was water.... i went up to touch it and it was like buggers or somthing AHHHHHH LOL it was prob. dew :S i donno. then i went on the bus but i later found out it was the wrong bus HAHAH they droped me off 2 stops later :S then i went on the bus stop but i missed it cus i was on my phone and the stupid person next to me didnt tell me D: he just got up and on the bus and there were worms ALL AROUND ME AHHHHHH. after 15 min the next bus came. but the bus driver was being a douche to me. i asked if it went to where i wanted to go and wen he told me he was like "now i need to see ur transfer" in a really mean voice DOUCHHHHHEEEE :( and that is todays adventure :D

IDK~

this morning i woke up at 9 because i remembered that i have a english quiz that isn't even important (on mythology) and i was scared id forget to study... so here i am remembering that its not that big of my mark.. and doing nothing :S i might just read my book. I CAN NOT WAIT FOR THE NEW VAMPIRE DIARIES EPiSODE~~!!! ian somerhalder is my future husband.. just sayin :D LOL see its like 10:20 in the morning and im still this hyper xD

Fun Tidbit Facts~

I play the flute. Im a libra. I have 10 fingers and 10 toes :D i wuubb jasmine milk green teas. I am sorta a germ-aphobe >< me and my mom sing like crazy people in the car and then we laugh at people lauging at us :P i can shape my tounge like half a flower. WASNT THAT FUN? :)

Cupcake Pops!! :D

I AM SOO BAKING THESE!~ their basically mini cupcakes.... on sticks... covers with chocolate ;D ME LIKEY~!

I NEED THESE SHOESS!

OMY GOODNESS. I think im in love

BLAHHH S2

i. heart. wasabi peas. :D GHAALJSFJNKDPIOJKSNC sooo yummyy hehe<3

picnik'd puppies

I HAD TO DO IT THEY WERE TOO ADORABLE~!!

My Awesome Buddies~

I found out today how strong my friends are and how much they keep to themselves. Me and my two friends had a pretty scary talk about the future the present .. and the past. I now realize how much they hold back and how strong they must be to go through everyday and be so wonderful. it makes me love them soo much :)

OH NOESS!!! IM GONA BE SOOO LONELY~!

OK so yesterday i found out that im going to go to camp ALL BY MYSELF D': my two friends were supposed to go with moi but they handed it in to late AHHHHHHH i. am. sad. but i guess i get to meet new people RIGHHT?? :) hmmm ohh the camp is like a leadership camp thanng :D wish me luck? im going on april 15-18 WOOT WOOT still excited but would have been way more fun with my play buddies :) LOVE YOUUUU

JUST KEEP WALKING~

When things knock you down
You need to get back up
Brush it off
Leave it behind
Cus' whats done is done
No one wanted it to happen
But its done
All you can do is walk away
Become stronger
And never look back

CHLAMANDA~

SOOOOO.... these girls are like super funny and awkward and funky all wrapped up in a little ball! they are super random and super duper awesome :) check them out if ur cool LOL www.youtube.com/chlamanda YOU WONT REGRET IT!~ eww i sound like a sales woman :S hehe~

CupCakes~!

You're my Honeybunch, Sugarplum
Pumpy-umpy-umpkin
You're my Sweetie Pie
You're my Cuppycake, Gumdrop
Snoogums-Boogums
You're the Apple of my Eye
And I love you so and I want you to know
That I'll always be right here
And I love to sing sweet songs to you
Because you are so dear

Book on my mind: Another Faust By: Daniel & Dina Nayeri

Ok i have decided to start a new little series called Book on my mind which is basically the book im reading/read :) o man have i got a lot to recommend LAWLS but ill just start with the book i finished just now :D it was about basically 5 years ago 5 children vanished from their homes from all over the world and then now they reappeared with "gifts that help them get to the top of the new york scene. O man i most say i read the first page and i was hooked :) GAAAHH this book is so well written and i found that i actually learned something from it :D but if i tell u it sorta ruins the book LOL and the cover is just how can i put this... SICK lol

LALA GAHAHA

So the main reason I started or am starting is basically because i like keeping track of my little adventures LOL I truly believe that you learn something new everyday i just wana know what i learned <3 i have kept a bunch of diaries but i always seem to write in them then forget to write in them then i just end up losing them all together LMAO. this seems like a hard thing to lose :) second reason im staring is my lovely friends have blogs (i tried postin their blogs but my computers being mean